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2015
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AN UNEXPECTED TEARDROP

In 1979 I became pregnant for the second time. In those days there wasn't the option of knowing the sex of your child. I wanted a little boy so bad, but I dared not whisper those words in fear that it would not come true. I already had a beautiful little two year old girl that I loved beyond words. But a little boy would just make everything perfect!

It was October and we were living in Idaho. The landscape in our little town had taken on the beauty and majesty of fall. On a cold Halloween morning, my little pumpkin was already on his way into this world. After a very long and difficult labor my sweet little baby was born. I just couldn't believe it.... it was Luke the Spook! I was so very happy to meet my little boy. As I held him for the very first time... an unexpected teardrop rolled down my face.

From that day on Luke and I were inseparable. Wherever I was, Luke wanted to be. Oh how much I loved him and oh how much he loved me. He was so much fun. Everyday I looked forward to what he would do or say. Sometimes he would make me laugh so hard....that an unexpected teardrop would find its way out.

No one has ever loved me like Luke loved me. When I was with Luke I was number one and it made me feel absolutely wonderful. He always wanted to sit by me, to hold my hand, to give me hugs, and to say he loved me. I remember when he was about 3 years old he said..."Mommy, when I grow up I want to marry you." I said... "But Luke, I am already married to Daddy." He said... "But I want to marry you." I tried to explain the difference in the love between a mommy and a daddy ... and the love between a mommy and her son. I failed miserably in my explanation, and he still thought that he could one day marry me. I told him that someday when he was older he would fall in love with a special girl and marry her. He said..."No Mommy, I will always love you." Then there it was again..... that unexpected teardrop.

As the years went by, and he began growing up he realized that he just might some day fall in love. He finally understood the difference in the two kinds of love, but he never stopped loving me in his special way and he would defend me no matter what. He would say..."Don't you be mean to my mommy". It was just a few months before Luke died at the age of 21 when he and I were walking across the parking lot of Sam's club. A car sped by me and I had to jump back to keep from being hit. Luke screamed across the parking lot at the driver..."Watch where you are going, that's my mom." He made me feel 10 feet tall and once again..... an unexpected teardrop fell.

I was so blessed, and I knew I was blessed. How could someone so beautiful and sweet and gentle love me so much? I had no answer to that question, but I do know that in his eyes I could do no wrong. I still can't believe that I was lucky enough to be loved like that. I miss him so much. I want to hear all those little boy words... "I love you Mommy", "Sit by me Mommy", "Hold me close Mommy." I want to hear all of those grown-up words.... "I love you Mom", "Can we talk Mom", "Let's sit in the swing and watch the sunset Mom." I have missed those words for a very, very long time. My son died and left me here with silence and emptiness. No more words, no more hugs, no more laughs, no more, no more, no more. My blessing, my life all turned into..... an unexpected teardrop.

Till this very day I am thankful for having such a loving person in my life for twenty-one wonderful years. It all ended way too soon. It should have changed at the end of my life, not at the end of his. But even with Luke's death I knew I was so blessed to have experienced his love. Someday soon I will be blessed again when we meet in Heaven. I will hear those long-lost words..."I love you Mom", "Can we talk Mom", "Let me show you around Mom". And as I gaze upon that shining face of his I will know that nothing was ever really lost. My little pumpkin was just waiting for me to catch up to him. As I reach for his hand, and hold him close once again, I will for the very last time experience..... an unexpected teardrop.

2015 Christine Ross
~ in memory of Lucas Christopher Ross 1979 - 2001




IN MEMORY OF
Lucas Christopher Ross "Luke"
21
October 31, 1979 - April 3, 2001
Acute Bronchopneumonia



SOMEDAY SON

Sometimes I think I can't make it.
I feel like my chest will explode.
It's been too many empty years
That I've had to carry this load.

Sometimes it's just one little word
That reminds me of the past
Or just the sight of something
That makes me shiver and gasp.

Sometimes in late October
I feel a lonely teardrop fall
When I come upon a pumpkin
And my mind relives it all.

Sometimes in the early spring
When April comes around
I feel another teardrop
Go tumbling to the ground.

Sometimes I wonder why I'm here.
I could drown in these tears by now.
I've lived so long without you son
And I honestly don't know how.

Someday this pain will go away.
These teardrops will be no more.
And I'll be looking for you son
As I walk through Heaven's door.


2015 - Christine Ross
~ in memory of Lucas Christopher Ross 1979 - 2001

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BRINGER OF LIGHT.
The name LUCAS means Bringer of Light







EVERYBODY HURTS

When the day is long and the night
The night is yours alone
When you're sure you've had enough
Of this life, well hang on

Don't let yourself go, 'cause everybody cries
And everybody hurts sometimes

Sometimes everything is wrong
Now it's time to sing along
When your day is night alone
(Hold on, hold on)
If you feel like letting go
(Hold on)
When you think you've had too much
Of this life, well hang on

'Cause everybody hurts take comfort in your friends
Everybody hurts

Don't throw your hand oh, no don't throw your hand
If you feel like you're alone, no, no, no, you are not alone

If you're on your own in this life
The days and nights are long
When you think you've had too much
Of this life to hang on

Well, everybody hurts sometimes, everybody cries
And everybody hurts sometimes

And everybody hurts sometimes so, hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on
Everybody hurts
No, no, no, no, you are not alone

~ WRITTEN & PERFORMED BY: R.E.M.






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ANNIVERSARY AND BIRTHDAY
DEDICATIONS


IN MEMORY OF
Adam R. Fiock
26
July 1, 1981- October 6, 2007
Self inflicted, GSWH
SUBMITTED BY
Christine, Adam's m<3m

Dearest Adam.

I wish I was not at the library typing this so I could cry. I can't believe it will be 8 years. Everything seems to be not real.

I love you always.

Love forever, M<3M


IN MEMORY OF
Amanda Nicole Curcio
17
Oct. 17, 1989 - May 19, 2007
suicide by hanging


IN MEMORY OF
Ashleigh Love
19
09 17 90 - 10 06 09


IN MEMORY OF
Barry Atken
20 years
10 10 84 - 3 12 04
suicide


IN MEMORY OF
Brendan Stump
17


IN MEMORY OF
BRYAN DANIEL WOLFE
27 YEARS, 6 MONTHS
APRIL 14TH, 1978 - OCTOBER 22nd, 2005
MURDER


IN MEMORY OF
Cara Lee Parks Buras
30
9/9/1976 - 10/30/2006
Official Cause Accident


IN MEMORY OF
Chad Eric Day
30
B - 10-17-72 D - 8-15-03
Seizure


IN MEMORY OF
Craig M Copsey
28
DOB 6-2-1980 DOD 10-8-2008
MURDERED


IN MEMORY OF
Douglas Klein
37
4/9/74 - 10/11/11
Gunshot Right Temple


IN MEMORY OF
ELIZABETH LUTO
27 years 10 months
9 Dec 1973 - 25 Oct 2001
pulmonary embolism
3 wks after successful open heart surgery


IN MEMORY OF
Grace Nicole Miceli
20
October 27 th, 1984 - June 8 th, 2005
Accident


IN MEMORY OF
Jamie Vitello
24
10 22 79 - 04 28 04
Cancer


IN MEMORY OF
Jason Beau Morgan
23
07/31/1979/ 10/10/2002
Aneurysm
SUBMITTED BY
Diane Morgan, Beau's Mom

Beau, I cannot believe it has been 13 years since you have passed on to the other side. I love and miss you more than ever. I miss so many things but one of the things I miss most is when we danced. You always remember to ask me to dance during special occasions. Oh, how I loved to dance with you during these times. I hope you are dancing in Heaven (I know you are), and when I meet you at Heaven's Door, I want us to dance. You will always be in my heart and soul.

"I HOPE YOU DANCE!"

Love, Mom


IN MEMORY OF
Jeffrey Michael Felix
27 years old
10-03-77 - 12-30-04
Malignant Melanoma


IN MEMORY OF
Jennifer DeGeneres
42
October 16, 1969 - June 22, 2012
Complications of Lupus

In the arms of an angel......


IN MEMORY OF
Jimmy Stokes
21
October 30, 1979 - March 2, 2001
Accidental Overdose of Oxycontin


IN MEMORY OF
Jonathan Steven Witty
16
10-24-85 6-7-2002
car accident


IN MEMORY OF
Joshua Scott Johnson
21
October 11,1985-April 1,2007
Accedental Drug Overdose
SUBMITTED BY
Josh's Mom

Happy Heavenly Birthday!! You would be turning 30 this year I cannot help but wonder who and what you would be today, if you would be married? or have a child? that I could call my grandbaby, if not that would be ok too just to have you here. I will forever miss you Josh hope you have the best birthday ever.

Love you Mom


IN MEMORY OF
Joshua Tackett
15


IN MEMORY OF
LCpl USMC Justin Linscott
18 years old
October 23. 1990 - July 11, 2009
Related to an auto accident (official)


IN MEMORY OF
Kenneth Michael Naturale
25 yrs
10/10/80 - 12/16/05


IN MEMORY OF
Laura Ann Kimble
33
11/5/68 - 10/19/02
Complications of non-malignant brain tumor


IN MEMORY OF
Lauren Niederer
16
10/12/87 - 05/5/04
Suicide


IN MEMORY OF
Laurie Michelle Baer
16
10-31-76 / 12-4-92
congenital heart defect


IN MEMORY OF
Leon Jr. Jonas
29
2/17/61 10/26/90
car crash


IN MEMORY OF
Lucas Christopher Ross "Luke"
21
October 31, 1979 - April 3, 2001
Acute Bronchopneumonia
SUBMITTED BY
Robin Ross, Luke's Dad

LUKE,

I keep saying every year how much I miss you, and how much it hurts. Not only are the words the same, but the feelings, the pain, the emptiness and the missing you remains the same, after all of these years.

Even though I have learned that you are OK and I will see you again when it is my time to join you, the pain of being here without you never stops. Sometimes the pain comes on slowly and other times it hits all of sudden and completely overpowers me. The last few weeks have been especially hard, when I see the injustice of people still here, and you are not. Why do they get to stay, why did you have to go so soon, so young, so good.

Thank you for staying close to us, we all need you.

I miss you LUKE,

Love Dad


IN MEMORY OF
Michael D. Carico II
39
10/27/1963 - 11/27/2002
Killed by a red light runner


IN MEMORY OF
Michael Schrimpscher
19
10 23 89 - 05 14 09


IN MEMORY OF
Rob Northrop aka RadRob
26 years young
October 28, 1971 - December 23, 1997
Leukemia


IN MEMORY OF
Robert Travis Miller
19 yrs and 10 mths and 10 days
11/29/1991 to 10/09/2011
murder~ shot in the back


IN MEMORY OF
Roseann Martinez
36 years
12-31-1972 to 10-6-2009
organ failure


IN MEMORY OF
Samantha Myers
3 months 13 days old
Jul. 4, 1999 - Oct. 17, 1999
Heart Condition


IN MEMORY OF
Seth Bowden Tidball
19
10/4/89 - 02/24/09
Suicide
SUBMITTED BY
Seth's Mom Bowden Tidball

My Dear Son

It is your earthly birthday Sunday and just as lonely as the other 6 that have come and gone. I know that you celebrate with us but that does not take the want away of wanting you physically here with me. I do the best I can to honor you in my daily life by doing what I must every day. I hope you are proud of me. I would give anything to see you again. I often sit and wonder what you would look like at 26. Would you be married, have children? I don't know.

Be looking for your annual balloon release Sunday! I love you to the moon and back!! Until I see you again, I love you with all that I am.

Love always, Mom


IN MEMORY OF
Shannon David Burns
33
1/2/1976 - 10/30/2009
Blunt force trauma to the head from a fall at work


IN MEMORY OF
SHELLY LYNN BEAM
32
10/03/1975--03/26/2008
drug overdose


IN MEMORY OF
Susan Ann Lansing
25 yrs.
11-07-57 - 10-26-83
Auto Accident


IN MEMORY OF
Tracy Lee Cox
30
10/18/1974 - 11/28/2004
Suicide - Gunshot


IN MEMORY OF
Wayne Jonas
28
8-19-62 / 10-26-90
car crash

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QUOTES:

MEMORIAL QUOTE:


IN MEMORY OF
Trenton "Trent" Alan Dove
31
July 16, 1977- December 23, 2008
snowmobile accident
SUBMITTED BY
Susie, Trent's mom

You don't get over it, you just get through it. You don't get by it, because you can't get around it. It doesn't 'get better'; it just gets different. Everyday. Grief puts on a new face. ~ Wendy Feireisen



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LETTERS


IN MEMORY OF
Adam R. Fiock
26
July 1st 1981. October 6th, 2007
Self inflicted GSWH
SUBMITTED BY
Christine Adam's M♡M

Dear Adam,

I thank you for all of the signs. But, it is so cold and dark here without you. I am glad you are in a beautiful, peaceful place.

I am glad you are away from all the negativity in the world.

It is so hard to not miss you. Please help when you can especially with Allison as she adjusts to being divorced.

I love you so much. Always and forever, my soldier.

Thank you for being my son.

Love, M💖M



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LIFE STORIES


IN MEMORY OF
Shannon David Burns
33
1-2-76 to 10-30-2009
Head trauma
SUBMITTED BY
Shannon's Mom

My oldest son Shannon passed away six years ago this month and There is not a day that goes by that I don't think of him .I'talk to him and I so hope you can hear me . I have days that are difficult still. I have to pull over the side of the road because I'm crying so hard ,it just is still overwhelming some days but I do try my hardest to remember the good times and all the wonderful memories he gave me and his smile and the sound of his voice. those things hold such a dear place in my heart and help me through those times . I don't understand why God took him so soon in his life , he had so much to live for . his son was a year-old the week before he passed and I just feel he would've made such a difference in his life . that year was the happiest I have ever seen my son , he finally found out what true love really really was and I just wish he had the chance to watch his son grow into a wonderful young man . Shannon I want you to know that we are all trying to fill your shoes and raising William and hope you can smile down on us and give us some guidance and I just want you to know how truly blessed we are to have had you in our lives I wish it could have been longer. Please come visit me in my dreams I love to see that smile , I miss you Shannon and I love you.



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POETRY


IN MEMORY OF
Matthew Keith Mullis
19
July 5, 1987 - November 11, 2007
Single Car Accident
SUBMITTED BY
Carol Matt's Mom

Memory of Matthew Mullis
Matthew's Memory

This should not be a memorial poem
For you had so much to give.
We should be celebrating
A life that was meant to live.

For some reason we don't understand
It was your time to go.
And although we cannot comprehend
We pray someday we'll know.

Did God decide that he needed you?
More than we who loved you so.
Were you destined to be an angel
Are you watching us below?

Please know that we love you
And miss you more each day.
But knowing you're with Our Lord
Takes some of the pain away.

You need to know how proud we are
That God gave you to us for awhile.
And that we know some day
We'll again see your wonderful smile.

Until the day we're together
And our family is whole once more.
Enjoy your time in Paradise
And greet us at Heaven's door.

~DMN~
This Poem was written in Mathew's memory if you would like to see it in beautiful color please just copy and pase the link below to your web browser. It is so beautiful in color please take a look.... http://www.jeanneshouseofangels.com:80/Matthewsmemory.html



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SIGNS


IN MEMORY OF
Seth Bowden Tidball
19
October 4, 1989 / February 24. 2009
Suicide
SUBMITTED BY
Melody, Seth's Mom

It was the day I got the dreadful call that my son was no longer on this earth. He was living in Pennslyvania and I was in Texas. I had a portion of the wall that separated my living area and kitchen of different pictures of mothers holding thier baby boys. There was one picture in particular that you could just feel the mother's love for her child just by looking at it. That was my favorite.

My family had come to my house to be with me and while we waited for Seth's body to be flown home, we were sharing our memories of him and crying when all of a sudden that picture came flying off the wall, nail and all. I believe he was telling me he was there and for me not to be sad. He hated it when I was sad or crying. I could only imagine the guilt of what he had done and seeing the devastation left that he had to try any way he could to let us know that he was still here but just in a different way.

I miss him terribly and pray for more signs from him. Maybe they are there but I just can't see them.

I love you Son!

In memory of Seth Bowden Tidball



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IN THEIR OWN WORDS

written or said by our children


IN MEMORY OF
Stephen Hasbrouck
29
7-17-82/11-14-11
Cardiac arrest
SUBMITTED BY
Maryann hasbrouck
WRITTEN BY
Stephen Hasbrouck

I want pleasure control and beauty
I want no fractions of dissidence
I don't want to bother with narrow channels
I want it all ,the whole, the full
I want her tighter to me than ever before
I want to spin around on fields of green, in skies of blue
I want to swirl myself around her inside her
I don't want to feel apart
I wanna see her eyes watching me
I want to see her face hearing my voice
No I don't want to talk
I want to be up there,or down there or anywhere, just not alone



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SPECIAL MEMORIES


ENCORE PRESENTATION FROM 2012

IN MEMORY OF
Joey Whiteman
21 yrs. 360 days
September 8, 1980 - September 3, 2002
Auto Accident
WRITTEN BY
TERRIE WHITEMAN, JOEY'S MOM (now in Heaven with Joey)

It was the night before Halloween and Joey asked me to go to the Mall and get him a costume, it was late, but I said ok. We went into a store that was just open on Halloween. He wanted a mask, that's all just a mask, I looked at the price. it was $150.00, they could have picked me up off the floor, but that was many years ago. I told him no, and when the man saw the tears in Joey's eyes, he said ok half the price and I agreed. He said he'd wear it till he died, and that was the truth, didn't get to wear it that year, since he died in September, but it's in the closet (it better be), since moving so much.



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DREAMS


IN MEMORY OF
Randy Reed Hecox
30 Years
1/7/69 to 7/23/99
GSH
SUBMITTED BY
Ali Hecox

The one dream I remember well is a Halloween dream. Randy was dressing up for the night to go out and he kept saying "I cant find my head, I cant find my head". I told him "it's on the refridgerator. It was in a jar of liquid. That is all I can remember as I work up screaming. Randy died of a head injury. It was a horror dream to me.



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FUNNY MEMORIES OF OUR CHILDREN


IN MEMORY OF
Dennis Christopher Tucker
26
June 11 1960 - Sept 16, 86
accidental
SUBMITTED BY
dolores tucker

Dennis was in elementary school when I made his Halloween Costume dressed as Satan. He won first prize and when asked for his name, he responded, "The Devil". That comment drew laughter and he seemed bewildered, yet happy to have won the prize.



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OUR CHILDREN'S ACHIEVEMENTS, TALENTS, HONORS, AWARDS, AND UNIQUE CHARACTERISTICS


IN MEMORY OF
Erika Joy Rowan
16
September 23, 1991 - February 25, 2008
One vehicle rollover accident
SUBMITTED BY
Her mamma, Jackie

I thank God every day for making me her mother. When I close my eyes, I can still see her face. Her eyes were the window to her soul and she had the most contagious laugh. Erika Joy was a defender of the weak. If someone was bullied or picked on, she was there to defend and help. Sometimes she would just take over! LOL I watched this child of mine grow into the most giving, kind and beautiful person.....inside and out. A lot of people say those things about their children but I can tell you it really was Erika Joy. She had her stubborn streak and she was just like any teenager. Didn't think mom and dad knew anything, but that child would defend me and anyone else she thought needed help in any kind of situation. Some of the kids in her class still voted her with the best laugh even though she wasn't there and had been gone two years before they graduated. So many beautiful things about my beautiful child but the biggest and the brightest are her eyes and the beautiful soul that you could see behind those beautiful eyes and her amazing laugh...... I love you Erika Joy.....it was so beautiful here with you.....



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MEMORIALS

ROAD SIDE, HEADSTONE, URN, GARDEN, DISPLAY, PUBLICATION, BENCH, STATUE, PLAQUE, BRICK, SIGN, STONE, ROOM, SPORT, PLACE, WEB SITE, POEM, STORY, BALLOON, CAKE, ITEM .....


IN MEMORY OF
Michael Schrimpscher
19
10/23/89-5/14/09
SUBMITTED BY
Michael's Mom, Cindy

Since we moved to South Carolina, we created this memorial garden for Michael. It's in our back yard, and we bought the bush when it was just a baby bush, it has grown so much in 3 years. Since Michael loved red, we made sure to get a flowering red bush. At night, the solar lights shine. Made in memory of Michael Schrimpscher 10-23-89 / 5-14-09



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IN MEMORY OF
Adam R. Fiock
26
July 1, 1981 October 6, 2007
Self inflicted wound
SUBMITTED BY
Christine Adam's M♡M

How would you define the grief that is felt with the loss of a child?

I will be "over it" when the mixer is removed from my thoughts, and the shard of glass is removed from my heart.



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BLESSINGS


IN MEMORY OF
Daniel Scott Forrester
30
2/28/70 ~ 1/10/2001
non-hodgkins lymphoma
SUBMITTED BY
Arlene (Danny's Mom)

OCTOBER - is Luke's month.

I have been SO very blessed to have his Mom Christine as my dearest friend. We met on line on GP and then met in person at Karyl's gathering in Georgia. It was an instant connection just as I believe our boys have in Heaven. Luke and Danny died withing a few months of each other in 2001. The signs we have gotten from BOTH of them are unbelievable. Luke was born on Halloween. So, October is FULL of "Luke". Several times a day, I'm saying "Hey Luke"......as I see items in the store that reminds me of him, example "Star Wars" pumpkins. He loved Star Wars and it's big comeback right now FILLS the stores.

Luke was so blessed to have a wonderful family. Christine & Robin and Emily miss him terribly, but oh what memories they hold in their hearts, which we are all so fortunate to read some of them in Christine's letters each month. I have been SO blessed to not only know the family well, but was able to visit all of them several times. I live in N.J. and they live in Az. so our visits are few and far in between, BUT we stay close by emails and they are ALWAYS so close to my heart. I thank God for their friendship.

So, HAPPY HALLOWEEN my friends. Celebrate Luke's birthday together......just as we do here every Halloween. We'll be sending up ORANGE balloons to Heaven.

Love you all.



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READER COMMENTS


COMMENTS SINCE LAST MONTH'S NEWSLETTER


IN MEMORY OF
Adam R. Fiock
26
July 1, 1981- October 6, 2007
Self inflicted gswh
SUBMITTED BY
Christine, Adam's m<3m

Dear ((((Christine)))))

Thank you for another beautiful newsletter.

I always disliked the word, "accident", relating to a child not making it to the bathroom. You are such a good M<3M and sensitive.

Love to Terrie and Joey.

May the Force Be With You


IN MEMORY OF
Christopher Ronald Faller
7-1/2 yrs
5/7/90 - 3/24/98
viral tumors after successful piggyback heart transplant
SUBMITTED BY
Maria, Christopher's Mommy

Dear Christine - Poor Luke with having his little "accident" in school. But you as an understanding mom made his day so much better. I am sure he had quite a fond memory of that day, instead of an embarrassing memory. thank you as always for your newsletter. it never fails to move me to tears.

love and hugs,

Maria

Christopher's mommy forever



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LIST OF QUESTIONS

CHOOSE A QUESTION FROM THE LIST BELOW TO ANSWER:

1. What do you think Heaven is like?

2. Based on your personal experience what would you say to someone that has just lost their child and what hope could you give them?

3. How long has your child been gone physically and how long does it seem like your child has been gone? Explain

4. Do you feel as if your child has been forgotten by some family members and friends? Explain

5. Do you think our children that have died miss us? Explain

6. How has the death of your child changed you?

7. If you could choose to relive any day that you spent with your child, what day would you choose and why?

8. How would you define the grief that is felt with the loss of a child?

9. How has your life changed between the day your child died and now?

10. Does your child communicate with you from the other side? Explain

11. Did you have a premonition of your child's death? Explain






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HUMOR: Share a funny memory you or someone else has of your child at any age.

PRIDE: Share an achievement, talent, unique characteristic, or anything that makes you proud of your child.

MEMORIALS: Share any way that you have memorialized your child.

QUESTION: Share your answer to one of the questions about grief.
(See list of questions in the NEWS section and/or the SUBMISSIONS page.

BLESSINGS: Share how you have been blessed at anytime in your life.

COMMENTS: Share a comment that you may have for any of the sections in the Bringer of Light newsletter.

TELL US ALL ABOUT YOUR CHILD:


We would love to hear all about your child, or your grief, or your comments. You can participate in the BRINGER OF LIGHT NEWSLETTER by submitting to the above sections. Your submission will be placed in a future newsletter.
















"VISIT WITH LUKE"

Last Entry in Luke's Journal:

"When there is love in my heart and a smile on my face,
I need nothing else." ~ Luke Ross

"MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU"